I'm a well read grad student who's bluntly honest about all things, although I try to be most honest about myself.
I saw him, and it's really hard for me to be anxious or depressed right now. I don't know how or why, he kinda blew... not on me, but at me, and I tried to be nervous, and I couldn't.
I mean, later, at home, my mom kept going 'try, just try, and I couldn't.'
I'm still not sure I'm fundamentally the same person since my anxiety was so tied into who I was, but I'm happier at least, so, y'know.
It's all so weird. It was the weirdest thing guys. Not sure I can even explain it.