I'm a well read grad student who's bluntly honest about all things, although I try to be most honest about myself.
I suspect, however, that I won't be able to. They don't take my mind off my anxiety as much as reading does, and so I shall write the reviews when I get the letter. Soon after if it's that I'm accepted, possibly taking another couple days off if not.
Right now, I'm expecting the mail in an hour or so. Crossing fingers that the mailman isn't late, and that the letter is in the mail.
I'm not holding on very well, but I'm holding it together. I have the French news on - or my mom has it on and I'm half listening while I continue with Temeraire.