I'm a well read grad student who's bluntly honest about all things, although I try to be most honest about myself.
I'd forgotten how dystopian this was, partly because dystopia's freak me out which is why I don't often read them.
It's also kicking my anxiety into high gear, and I was blindsided by how anxious I was. I normally try to fend off sleep for another hour, but I'm gonna give myself some extra time to sleep it off and try to make myself feel better. I'll know I'm anxious tomorrow and I'll do more to keep active and try to keep the anxiety at bay. I'll make time to color because that calms me down like crazy.
I'll get to this book if I can; if not, I'll probably read comics to relax myself until I can get back into this. Which is a shame: if not for the anxiety getting in the way two fold, both with the dystopia aspect and making it harder for me to focus on anything, I'd want to tear right through this. I'm enjoying it very much the second time around, too.