Grimlock ♥ Ultra Magnus

Today I'm cleaning out the rest of the studio.   Vacuuming, etc.  Also, going to come up with plans for Wednesday.

Tomorrow I go to work and see the woman who's helping me out with my future business plans, which is kind of ironic, but I think it's one of the things I have to do to tie up my loose ends.   Because she's been so kind to me.  Also, map out ho wWednesday is going to go.

Wednesday, I'm going to work and then going to take care of the unpaid coin from Newbury because it'll bug me if I don't. 

Then I have no ties left.   I'm convinced the world will be better off with me, without my emotional and financial drain on everyone around me.   People will be sad, but I think even they'll come to recognize that things are better off for, well, everyone.   

Please don't contact me.   I've turned off my comments, and I doubt anything anyone could say would help.   It's for this reason that I won't open up any PMs or emails.  

I'm more scared of living than death.   If anyone wants to have my ticket to Readercon, I can see if I can transfer it to you before I finally find some peace.  I just figured I'm closer to most of you than my RL friends, so I'd let you know.

And a final note: this isn't anyone's fault but my own, I know that much.