I'm a well read grad student who's bluntly honest about all things, although I try to be most honest about myself.
I think I did the whole knee jerk reaction this weekend.
I still find things weird on one side, and I've said so privately to someone.
I'm not friends with one person, and that didn't come from the initial post, but from them wagging their fingers in one of my posts. Fuck them, they're cowardly. I've told them this. They know it.
To everyone else: I choose to believe the best in everyone else involved. Everyone. Because I have to for my own sanity. If I don't, it'll spiral out of control. Until someone proves that they don't deserve my trust any further, I'm trusting the. I can do that, or I can question everyone and everything until I end up trusting nothing and trying to read the Well of AllSparks. That does not end pretty, so I'm going with the other option.
Like it, don't, but I've said I'm ashamed of myself privately, I've hashed it out privately, and if anyone wants to call me out on shitty behavior, I'm re-examinging my own. Feel free to add to it, because it can make me more contemplative.
Thank you. Hopefully it'll all be robot fiction for a while now, and no more of this bullshit.