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I'm a well read grad student who's bluntly honest about all things, although I try to be most honest about myself.   

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Separate Orbits
Yael Mermelstein
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BATMAN #53 ((Regular Cover)) - DC Comics - 2018 - 1st Printing
LeeWeeksBatman53, TomKingBatman53
BATMAN #54 ((Regular Cover)) - DC Comics - 2018 - 1st Printing
MattWagnerBatman54, TomKingBatman54
BATMAN #52 ((DC REBIRTH)) ((Regular Cover)) - DC Comics - 2018 - 1st Printing
LeeWeeksBatman52, TomKingBatman52
BATMAN #51 ((DC REBIRTH)) ((Regular Cover)) - DC Comics - 2018 - 1st Printing
LeeWeeksBatman51, TomKingBatman51
Infinity Wars: Iron Hammer (2018) #1 (of 2)
Al Ewing, Humberto Ramos
Champions (2019-) #4
Jim Zub, Jacinto Benavente
SUICIDE SQUAD #46 ((Regular Cover)) - DC Comics - 2018 - 1st Printing
JosLuisSS46, RobWilliamsSS46
SUICIDE SQUAD #45 ((SINK ATLANTIS)) ((DC REBIRTH )) ((Regular Cover)) - DC Comics - 2018 - 1st Printing
JosLuisSuicideSquad45, RobWilliamsSuicideSquad45
Champions (2019-) #3
Jim Zub, Jacinto Benavente

Soubi may be the real draw...

Loveless, Volume 01 & 02 - Yun Kouga

Yes, I reread volume one because there was this at the library, and the two-in-one volume boasts about fifty new pages.  My policy is I won't say I've read a combined volume if I don't read the whole thing, reread or not.   So, yeah.   Plus, it's Loveless.   I could reread the entire Loveless and Fullmetal Alchemist run today and be happy.   

 

And the world itself is rich and complex.   The way the fighters and scarifies work are obviously well thought out, down to how they fit into everyday life.   (Soubi worries about how to meet Ritsuka at one point, and thinks that Seimei hasn't told his family about that part of his life, so they won't know who Soubi is.)   It's intricate, and all fits together, but the real draw is the rich inner lives of the characters.   They're psychologically complex, despite the simplicity of some of their motivations.   Ritsuka wants to find, and kill, his brother's killer.   Or so he claims.   He also refuses to cause physical harm to living things, so there's this dissonance between what he says and what he does.   He wants two exclusive things at the same time, and it absolutely makes sense given his abusive family history and the fact that Seimei used to protect him.  Of course he wants to lash out at those who took away the one person who made him feel safe, but at the same time, knowing physical and mental pain so intimately, he doesn't want to cause it - or be the cause of it - either.  

 

It's fascinating to see him navigate between his two desires, to see how he can join battle and see fighters and sacrifices harmed so easily, but then turn around and chew someone out for hurting someone's feelings.    

 

And then there's Soubi.   Soubi is even more fascinating to me, in how he has come to grips with doing wrong things for the right reasons, and how he can justify anything in Ritsuka's name.   

 

Soubi: “I belong to you, Ritsuka.   All of me.”

 
Soubi: “The laws of the world… have disintegrated between you and me.   You are my law, Ritsuka.   My reason for living… is you alone.  I am your fighter.  Use me as you see fit.  Command me.   Do as you wish."
 
His devotion is absolute, and it's a fighter's nature to be commanded.   He manipulates events so that Ritsuka will be bound to him more, will be obsessed with him, and will own and command him.   He lives and breathes for this.   And what's best about this volume?   Those extra comics aren't just fluff, although some are fluffier.   They give you more insight into how Soubi and Ritsuka work, and how their relationship was bound to work out in the end.   
 
Again, m/m, Ritsuka is jailbait, and it is a very uncomfortable situation to watch Soubi seduce and manipulate Ritsuka.   More uncomfortable for the fact that Ritsuka has such a hellish life at home, has amnesia and only remembers the last two years of his life, and is so distant from most of his classmates.   Still, it's intimate, and thought provoking, and, yeah, fun.