I'm a well read grad student who's bluntly honest about all things, although I try to be most honest about myself.
I'm alone today and while I usually relish the time to recharge, I'm instead feeling lonely and a little depressed today. There's nothing to do but soldier on. I usually read and watch TV, via streaming, but nothing is doing it for me TV wise. So I'm shaking things up, taking some podcast suggests - mostly fiction - and listening to The Bright Sessions, therapy sessions with those who have powers like time traveling or people who are empaths - and so far that's cheering me up a bit.
I'm reading Fairy Tail while I listen.
I think I'm going to close the awning, too, and reapply some sunscreen. I think lack of sun might be making me more depressed. I felt fine when I was in the sun, so let's see. I'm trying to change things around, change my patterns, and make myself feel better.